A lot of wordly things drives my life. The past, fear, emotions, pressure at work and from family, even in church or even from myself, Christmas giveaways are also getting in the way. I tend to not do what is the righteous thing because of these driving factors that were greatly affecting my life. I neglect and forget what is God's purpose for my life.

Yes we are on earth to prepare for eternity and not to leave a remembrance to anyone here. I should keep in mind that God will ask me at the end of days if I am in Christ and if what God gave me were utilized and was used for His plans.

If im going to ask my family on what is driving me everyday to wake up, I believe they would say it was them. But the driving factor I would like is God's will. I should not forget about his plans in my life - jeremiah 12:9.