"Remember, you are not to prepare your defense beforehand, for I myself shall give you a wisdom in speaking that all your adversaries will be powerless to resist or refute." Luke 21:14-15

Today, I lost it again Lord. I was irritated at work again because some people weren't able to respect the practice I was teaching. It saddens me to see that the concepts I advocate and promote are bent just to satisfy their wants. I honestly do not know anymore. This job is exhausting. But yeah, I know that this too shall pass.

Your Word shed some light as the day came to a close. Thank you for reminding me that being the "bigger person" is my goal. You know me very well - the proud me - and therefore, I need to practice humility. 

Please guide me Lord, for I can't do this without You. If it was just me I would've attacked anyone, anywhere. Please help me to work on being humble and understanding of the situation even if it gets tough. You are all I have Lord.

You are all I need My God. I can't do this without You. I am sure You have a plan for me. I am holding on tight.