Ahh.. coffee again. 

These thoughts too.

Looking around my workplace I see everyone, dedicated to contribute something to the organization. Who wouldn't want to right? Yet here I am, completely lost in this sea of commitment. Admittedly, I want to let go. I feel so heavy-hearted in what I want. But one thing's for sure. I want to teach. I want to coach. I want to listen to people. Ironic. It's the same thing of what I'm expected to do here. But what's the difference? Why don't I feel like working here anymore? What went wrong? Searching inside for answers, I am not sure myself. I want to start over. I can start over here, but the question is do I want to start over in this place. Do I have to leave?

Oh God, I don't know the answer. But He knows. Lord, what's up? What's next?